Holiday mix-up!

My poor three year old thinks that its Christmas time again! Come on Logan Im a getting sick of this snow! Yes its pretty and perfect weather to cuddle,watch movie and perfect weather to make soup but we are so ready for summertime at the lake!!!

Cleaning!!

She loves to make messes bit also loves to clean! I kept telling her everything didnt need to be in that basket and she said that it did! She was so funny to watch and she would sigh when something would fall because it was too high!!!!

Sick that is the big question?????

I pretty sure I am coming down with the flu! Lovely!!!!! i am achy,my head feels like its going to fall off, and my throat hurts!!!! (not good when baby is sick too and sisi likes to make trouble) hopefully bedtime will hit soon!!!

I'm such a big girl!

I love doing big girl things just like my sister! I can put lotion and rub it in all by myself!!!!!

i love my baby doll!!!

She Rememberes...........

The last couple of nights when Seth gets home bug is still awake and Seth plays with her and throws her up in the air! Well We have had a floater balloon that hangs up at the ceiling and seriously needs to be popped but Seth on night had Bryn grab it in the air and she was so excited and laughing when she tried to get it! So if she is awake she will climb on the couch and reach for it hinting to Seth that she wants it (doesnt even get looked at when its just us girls lol) Anyway not a great pic took it way fast but it is cute when she gets so excited about something!!!! (seth is standing on the couch so she is really up toward the balloon on the ceiling)

If your wondering..........

The pictures below show a huge bruise on my poor babies face! She loves to climb in her car seat. Well as she was climbing in went down and her face landed on the printer which the scanning part was open so she hit the corner of the cover!!!! It happened like a week ago! Just like her mam and takes FOREVER to heal!!!!!!!!!!

As Im writing......

Bryn is usually attached to my body these days (which I love to death but sometime ya know I just need to have it to myself lol) She is my cuddle bug and so I thought I would snap a pic of her laying on my lap! (its 2am and she still wants her mama)Doesnt she look so peaceful!?! I love having my cuddle bug!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bath time part 2

Bryn loves her bath time no matter where it is! Tonight sinc e my back was killing me I decided to give her a bath in the sink! Boy did she have fun! and big sister was right there helping me wash her,make sure she had tons of "bath buddies as rae called them", and played with her of course!!!!!

Bath time part one

Bath time is such a good way to keep my lil but still and entertained long enough for her to eat her grub!

Such a big girl...........

Rae has been picking out what she wants to wear for a while now and she will also dress herself! On occasion she will get her outfit a little messed up! We say what a good job she did getting dressed and if we dont leave the house we let her style stick around for the day!

I swear I'm the luckiest mommy!

Cant you see the "HUGE" love they share! I love how we were blessed with two precious girls and they can be so close and be best friends!!!!!!!!

Had a bad day (pretending to sing the song lol)

So today was pretty much a bad day all around! Went and did arrends and rae was awful and Bryn wanted to be held the whole time! Then we got pizza for lunch and the box totally broke apart making alot of slices bad! Then getting home and my sweet little Rae asking a million questions that is cute bit today man did I want to put ear plugs in! Then it was naptime and what happened..... they didnt want to go to sleep! So I decided to pull out the cleaning machine and clean the couches! Then we played and I yelled like all day (dont do this get out of there dont pick up your sister ect) I feel so bad now for getting so upset it was just one of those days! So I said I was sorry to Rae and we cuddled in my bed and watched her tv shows and she was asleep within 5 min! She kept saying "mommy I love you" I would say I love you back and she would say I love you more! (As Im crying right now) It breaks my heart how I can be such a mean mom and she still forgives me and says how much she loves me! I really feel bad and I really want to be better! Can I blame it on the meds Im a thinking they need to be changed or something! If I dont get help the kiddos are going to hate me yelling at them all day and the hubby is going to walk out the door and not come back! I know I have been so mean and get so upset over EVERYTHING! This isnt me and I hate it! I think I am a nice sweet person but lately I just want to run away and cry! I get mad at every little thing and just freak out! After taking THREE xanax a felt a little better! And my awesome aunt kaleena knew I was having a rough day and stopped by with cupcakes! (crying again)I swear people know when you need someone at that "right time" I have had so much help and love from my family and I want to thank you all for everything you guys do for me! Im sorry if I have been rude and hurt you in any way I promise I love you its just been hard lately! Well now that I have poured my heart out and probably too much I am on to a new post!!!

11 Months Old!

I cant believe my baby is 11 months old todat! Bitter sweet feelings! Im so proud of everything her little brain has learned! Bitter sweet because she is growing up so fast and its WAY WAY too fast for me!
She weighs 19 pounds dont know how long!!
Some of the things she is up to:
LOVES HER BIG SISTER everything she does makes Bryn laugh and have a huge smile (even when Rae cries Bryn thinks its funny)
Walks along furniture (so not pushing the walking thing I regret pushing Rae 10 months Rae was walking)
Still loves crawling and boy is she fast at it!
Still loves the baba and will tell you "baba" when she wants one
Still not a fan of baby food so she eats pretty much table food all the time! (It has to be warm.... she wont touch one thing thats cold)
Poor Bryn's asthma is getting worse but with her two inhalers she does so much better
Loves toys that makes LOUD noices and lights up
She loves anything Rae loves
LOVES LOVES bathtime especially with big sister
Loves to be in front of the camera
Loves to be on my hip
Such a cuddler (I LOVE LOVE LOVE)
She loves her dada and you can tell by her actions jumping, clapping and smile ear to ear (especially when he comes home from work)
Some words she says:
mama
boo
baba
Chee (cheese) Yes she says it when the camera comes out I think I take too many pics lol
dada
sisi (kinda getting there for Rae)
Games she can play
BOO (peek-a-bbo) she will say boo and put her hangs on her eyes
pat-a-cake and will clap her hands
So big raise both hands above her head and wait for up to tickle her

We love our little bug and are so amazed how fast she is learning and growing! We love you so much Bryn-a-lee (as rae calls her)!!!!!

you know when your baby is sick when......

it is a nine wipe diaper change! (enough said) And of course we went around to grandma's house and gaga's house yesterday and for got to bring in her inhalers so its been a fun day!! Poor kid hope she gets better when seth gets home nights get a little hellish if she doesnt get her meds in and actually work!

Not so exciting day! Went grocery shopping! Thats always an adventure with kiddos! Bryn was good just wanted to be held which means I got to push a way heavy basket with one hand other holding bryn and then there is Rae always trying to be a bid helper and throwing things in the cart that she thinks we need!
Oh one high light of my day............. I FINALLY GOT A NEW PAIR OF PANTS! Yes you read correct I know I hate pants but I think it was time to not be cold and just suck up wearing pants and boy was it nice! Sad to say this is my one and only pair of pants! I rarley buy things for me so it was nice to buy a pair! Now all I need are some cute winter boots and Im set! Good thing that lovely Logan like to stay freezing like half the year!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and we went out when it was snowing way crazy out and Rae was jumping for joy saying" Yay tomorrow is Christmas I cant wait' Thanks snow you have my child all mixed up! Come on its almost March!!!!!!!!!!!

QUOTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here are just a few I wrote down on FB but kids she says a million quotes that will make you pee your pants!!!
~I lost my phone and rae says well maybe we should cal gaga and papa and borrow gaga's phone lol!
~MOM I JUST PUT YOUR BABY TO SLEEP NOW I SHOULD GET REST I ASK HER IF SHES TIRED SHE REPLIES MOM IM ALWAYS TIRED!
~I TELL RAE ITS BEDTIME SOON SHE CLIMBS ON A CHAIR AND MOVES THE CLOCK ON THE WALL AND SAYS NOPE THE CLOCK SAYS ITS STILL TIME TO PLAY LOL
~Me: Rae can you not scream when you play!
Rae: why mom
Me:Your giving me a headache
Rae: ah mom you dont have a headache..... i think you have chickenitis!!
Me: oh no
...Rae: dont worry mom I will take care of you (she gave me a kiss)
LOVE ♥

Doctors app!

so we went to the Doctors on the 7th of this month and Bryn is only getting worse! We decided to take her in because the poor kid cant breathe at night and just screams! (NO SLEEP) We had to do yet another x-ray (those baby ones just make you cry seriously I cry) The results were in and we found out that Bryn's asthma is getting worse! the Doc says we will up the inhalers in spring and hopefully she will be ok! Its so sad to have a baby with such yucky problems! She is just like her mama and has chest problems! (sorry kiddo) Once again the Doctors got a huge laugh well lots of laughs from the one and only comedian Arailia! She told EVERYONE that her baby Bryn has chickenitis! Yes chickenitis! When we looked at the x-ray she showed Doc Brown where the chicken was (it was actually her heart)! Pretty much anything comes out of Rae's mouth will get someone to laugh she is a funny little thing! I hope with these four prescriptions and two inhalers she will be starting to feel better soon! Her inhaler prescription she had in the past is the same as one of the new ones she got today but a higher dose! Please keep my little bug in your thoughts I hate seeing her in pain!!!!

A few v-day pics!

Not the best but for her being sick and me not really wanting to play around they will do! More coming soon!

Valentines day!

So I got woken up by the aroma of pancakes! Yes they were pink heart shaped ones! Seth and Rae surprised me and gave me breakfast in bed! Its a family tradition to make them together but the last couple years they have surprised me with them in bed! No pictures of them this year I was hungry and ate them up! Thanks guys they were yummy! Love that Seth and Rae get to spend time together! We handed out all her Valentines to cousins,grandparents, and friends! It was a good day! I made dinner and Seth is taking me out this weekend to celebrate some more! Love you babe!
p.s. Rae was spoiled this year thanks gaga papa grandma Judy and Grandpa she loved it! And Bryn went crazy over the chocolate and balloons!

GIVE HER A BREAK.... PLEASE!

Will my baby ever get a break seriously? She is always sick it seems like! Yes when she was born they said she would probably always have lung problems and breathing problems down the road but come on she cant take it much more! I feel so bad wish I could take all her pain away! Meds are getting to be a battle! She has a sinus infection,fevers that have been lower this week thanks goodness! Her coughing and breathing is getting worse so at 2am with her next dose Im going to give the inhaler a shot and hopefully the breathing treatment will help her sleep! I just pray her phenomena wont come back! I am taking her in probably Friday or Next Monday if she doesnt get better!

Only if you live in Logan....

will you have nice warm weather where you have a bbq and eat and play outside to the very next day having it snow like heck! Well we did have fun family time outside and our car even got cleaned out from a very long winter, too cold to one take things inside and two clean it out! Thanks babe for cleaning your heart out! And I finaly got to cleaning up the yard a bit still needs work but we need a truck to hall things to the dump or D.I.!

Love it when my babies are so tired they fall asleep just about anywhere!

cute lil bug!

Rae thinks its crazy fun to get in the jogger and ride down the driveway!

LOVE CAR SEAT PICS~
I love seeing babies in car seats! I know you all peek at the babies in the car seat when you are out shopping! Well it might just be me but I think the girl in this car seat is dang cute! Its crazy to think when she was first born she was the size of a doll and now she is so big!!

Girl behind the camera!

So I know this sounds silly but I hardly have any pictures of myself! I want to be able to look back and judge my profile lol! (not the best pic but thats what I looked like when I thought of this grand idea of mine)

Playing Catch up!

So I have been without internet for a while and so now I am once again way behind on writing! So the next few posts are what we have been up to for a while!

Sick baby!

So Bryn is sick my poor baby! She had a fever at 104.2 and her shaking body scared me! The Dr. said she had small tremors from her fever! When we took her in Rae told the Dr. that Bryn had chickenitis and they laughed so hard! No need for a Dr. I have one at home! The nurse told rae that maybe bryn should stay away from chickens and maybe not eat chicken till she is one lol The Dr. says she has a sinus infection also! :( she has been sick for over two weeks come on go to someone elses house and leave us little bug!!'

My Sucker Babies!

Bryn has recently discovered suckers! She LOVES them! And of course so does her big sista!

yesterday's qote of the day!

hahaha! Rae asked me" Mom will you "draw" me a bath!" hahahaha!

Quote:

Me: Rae can you not scream when you play!
Rae: why mom
Me:Your giving me a headache
Rae: ah mom you dont have a headache..... i think you have chickenitis!!
Me: oh no
...Rae: dont worry mom I will take care of you (she gave me a kiss)
LOVE ♥

YAY!

Its only 2 am but hey I just filed my taxes! I cant wait to get that money in my hand!!!!

TODAY WASNT ANYTHING EXCITING AT OUR HOUSE! WE WOKE UP GOT READY FOR THE DAY AND HEADED TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING! MAN I WROTE OUT A LIST AND ALL BUT WE DIDNT STAY TO IT VERY WELL THIS TIME! SETH WENT CRAZY ON SODA SO I THINK WE WONT DIE OF THIRST FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS! ;) I DO LOVE TO SHOP AND FOR WHATEVER! I LOVE TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AND JUST GET AWAY FROM EVERYTHING ELSE! tHE GIRLS ALWAYS LOVE GETTING OUT TOO! OUR EVENING HASNT BEEN ALL THAT FUN EITHER! IT WENT BU SUPER FAST IT SEEMS LIKE! (WHICH THATS OK WITH ME TONIGHT)WE ARE STICKING TO OUR ROUTINE AND I'M A LOVIN' IT! ITS CRAZY CAUSE FROM 8:30-11:30 I HAVE TO MYSELF! I FEEL KINDA BAD CAUSE HERE SETH IS WORKING AND I SHIP MY KIDS TO BED! SO i HAVE DECIDED THAT I GET TO RELAX FOR LIKE AN HOUR AND THEN THE CLEANING BEGINS! ANYWAY IT WAS A GOOD DAY AND CANT BELIEVE ITS ALMOST OVER!!! HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GOOD DAY TOO!

The end to a good day!

Yay! We did it we stuck to our routine! I am so proud of all of us! When we got up early this morning and I so didnt want to get out of bed because I hadnt gone to sleep yet I knew that it would count in the long run! We had to wake up both girls this morning! The girls had a rough night due to being sick! So this morning waking up was the last thing on their mind! Seth had to play with Rae to wake her up they built a fort out of the couch! Seth had to open the blinds and put bryn in the sun to wake her up lol! We had our routine that kept us BUSY all day! All I can say is it was all worth it! Bryn went to bed at 8:00 and Rae and 8:30! (I put them to bed at different times so they wouldnt play with eachother) Bryn has woken up a couple times tonight crying! Poor thing she just doesnt feel good! The minute she is in my arms she goes back to sleep! I finally gave into giving her tylonal around 1 am! I am so happy and look forward to a happy,healthy family! I know lots of good things will come from a good family routine!!! (Thanks for all your prayers they helped lots.... keep praying that we keep up with it thanks)!!!!!
p.s. So to go along with my title we made cake tonight for dessert! Rae loves being my little chef! We had fun dancing to music as the cake was in the oven and then when I was making dinner! This is a pic of bryn and her cute little "YUMMY GIVE ME MORE" face! I truly am blessed with my family I love them to death!

Play dough Fun!

Today we made homemade play dough! Rae loves it when we get to make it! She said it smelt "DELICIOUS"!! Today we played and made things using the color red! She so badly wants to go to school! She asks me like daily if she can go to school! I love my smartie girl!!

My babysitter!

Last night I still wasnt feeling the best so I turned on Baby Einstein! These girls would watch them all day if they could (well maybe lol) It gave me a chance to lay on the couch which was so nice not to be climbed all over my achy body! I love my girls and Im sure they loved their movie night!!